(20) How vospryanuv from sleep, my lord,
waking otmahneshsya of their image.
In continuation with this explanation strangely blurred revelation - it's time seems to share the reasons for the very blurring. It may not be different because it is on the verge sleep, and generally life is a dream . Novo, is not it? Whose dream, that is the question. And the answer is: by all stakeholders.
Sleeping God. That he, in fact, quite often does in Scripture, causing impatient prayers with a request to wake up. And that means - not just from the ceiling took that blasphemous question: Is there have knowledge of God? In this story, all right, and all the words are confirmed, though from an unexpected and daunting as amended.
Son is not equal to lack, and he just complicates the logic of presence. Without going into the metaphysical implications of this simple remark, start with the fact that the bye with a hope for full and final event, will inevitably tread down to the smallest features, gazing wide-eyed, obviously penetrating in themselves and others. This only - in the afternoon, with fire ...
Can we call evildoers nightmare of God? And the obsessive, from which - while you sleep - not so easy dismiss? [1] We, in general, not too far removed from God, each other, mesmerized and trembling? With God that way, I keep award names hinting at the distance, a respectful distance: my Lord . On the one hand, the connection is lost, and readily recognized ( my ), on the other hand ... Only because of my prophecy, dreams allowed for revival, which interchange dream and reality. By chain reaction: waking up God will dispel the nightmare, the former merely wrong side of another dream about "peace" villains ( rest us can only dream , as we know). And this one moment ( instantly , Article 19) will shrink infinity. [2] But it has not yet arrived. Otherwise, why would all of the above line up such a conclusion here:
(21) For my heart TURNED,
and inside pierced through and through.
Apparently, it is proposed stock of the situation, formed after the mysterious revelation. First, the window remains the same. [3] Prophetic reversing out "their" world, only gave a new form of my pain, extending it, moving far beyond the usual discontent "the human condition." Heart, caught up in the center of a very complex design, so long marveled at its "purity" of that - how would I say? - Yes, completely TURNED. Filled with acid, it became sour taste ( yitkhametz levavi ). We are not talking about the psychological "fullness bitterly." No, our "heart of peace" TURNED - like the wine into vinegar, spoiled, curdle, and nothing else will not do. Does not produce, such as "thought" (let me reiterate that the "heart" to the ancients - the same as the "mind" at recently). A inside in this case - does not respond to feelings (literally - "kidneys", focused feelings). Waking up in the middle of the prophecy, letting in a "them" shattered world, I found myself at a live target position, where all the arrows. barely alive, in truth, because they have passed through , but whether live in such sitoobraznom form?
(22) I - stupidly, without any knowledge ...
describes the symptoms that finally emerged from the failure of the heart, I can hardly bring together him with the infamous "broken." Then ( lev nishbar ) still has always been more or less connected with the context of repentance. Here, despite the recognition in stupidity ( vaar ) , without the knowledge of , no apology does not bring. Not be better to hear this phrase with a share estestvoispytatelskogo credibility to the fact [4] , as evidence of the clinical developments? Reaching a certain level of pain, judging ryadyaschee heart-sodden, and quite dramatically, - As a man can be, and not given to easy-human life. Draw a pain, embodied with my reluctant help, - withdrew from circulation all available in walking thoughts and exchange them for hard currency ignorance. [5]
(22) I - stupidly, without any knowledge,
Scott am with you.
not said " as animal", and - animals . And even - or to be entirely accurate - Animals mi "( behemot ), in the plural. This is probably the stresses a collective sense: that same animal, vymechtannaya loss of human appearance [6] , - from the subject of envy has become a generic classification. Wild or domestic animal? wild animal I was with you ... No, for the wild often added behemot - sade . So - home already tamed. In cats and dogs - A bad reputation in our time, so it's best to stay on something useful on the farm: a bull, a donkey.
Does this mean that my relationship with God was not interrupted namely the "bestial" level? Certainly, but - again - to start with the refinements. This relationship awake animal next to a sleeping owner ( as vospryanuv from sleep, my lord ), responsible for his dream in a sense. Pure metaphysical presence - as a blunt tail obmahivanie seriously ill cattle. It's hard not to recognize that it is in this way add up the latest information about getting into "the sanctuary" revelation.
(To be continued)
[1] Tivze : "otmahneshsya, put in anything at all" - rather than "otneseshsya with contempt." How said about Esau ( Gen. 25:34) - pace M. Dahood.
[2] interesting that according to Rashi, the villains are of " endless sleep, sleep infinity ( Kitz в ст.20 сближается с ketz ).
[3] E. Beaucamp, The Psalter, Ps 73-150, Paris, Gabalda, P. 8: " The bitterness of heart and kidney irritation spoken verse 21 does not refer, we believe, the temptation passed, they are still present ... a misfortune "
[4] Did not Platonov about "scientific signs of hunger?
[5] Many recognize, of course, how Nachman of Breslov describes the transition from one spiritual level to another, from knowledge to ignorance. See . chapter Faith, Doubt and Reason in book A. Green, Tormented Master , Woodstock, Vermont, Jewish Lights, 1992.
[6] Isaiah 52:14: " and species had no human ".
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